My Journey
My journey so far has been an adventurous one. I must admit there are times I think, "here we go again" but from that I learn more about myself and learn to laugh at things, instead of becoming angry. Don't get me wrong, I still get hurt and then angry. I am human after all. LOL.
I have always known things, but growing up in an ethnic family you never spoke about spiritual stuff so I suppressed it for years. As I was growing up, my family were very strict & I wasn't permitted to go anywhere. I use to live in a court, we would all get together outside on those hot summer days to play rounders, without fail I was always the last one out and always the first called to come inside. I would watch from my bedroom window or hear all my friends laugh in the court as they continued playing. I felt very alone...
When I was in high school my parents built a new home and we eventually moved. To me that was a huge adjustment. I did not cope very well. In school, to be able to do what I wanted in life, I felt I needed to tell untruths because my parents never let me do much. I wanted so desperately to be accepted. I really didn't become a very nice person. I turned 23, and then life changed dramatically. My mother passed away and my whole world changed.
I always got on well with my mum, I understand now she was only hard on me because she loved me so much & she felt she needed to back up my father. About 9 months after she died, my father passed away too. As a result, I had no choice but to grow up really fast. I have to step brothers, they are both married and I was pretty much on my "OWN". My brothers really only ever cared about the money saying I was the spoilt one, etc...
The death of both my parents in such a short period of time really affected my growth. We ended up selling mum and dad's house and I purchased my own. I had a lot of support from my fantastic friends, who are still in my life now. They helped me through so much. Thank you to you all!! You all know who you are.
Eventually I found the man of my dreams, had my son Dylan, married and Then came Amy. To my surprise along came Alyssa... The power of 3 as they would say.. I am truly blessed.
Here I am ...on the web. Whoooo! I started my Spiritual journey 6 and half years ago, boy am I going to write a book. I really love my job, I meet so many beautiful people, and I am here to help you.
What I really want to say is always trust you & always love yourself, through the good and the bad. You are unique in every kind of way.
I hope you enjoy this site, just as much as I love setting it up and writing about things.
In love and light, thank you for reading this and please keep searching for the right place for you in your heart.
